Adventures

Dear diary,

I've just finished anne with an E series and it had a big impact on my heart. I truely felt the feelings of anne in every single episode. From the moments that she was devastated till the days she couldn't believe she fell for gilbert. This show is absulotly a masterpiece. I don't believe I'll ever get to taste the sweet joyous love they depicted in this movie. I know that love is a fiction, such a sweet and precious feeling which can be sooo true never exists. Love which makes someone like Gilbert give up on a splendid future life can only be found in the story books and novels, mostly written by women. Well, I know no one will ever love me nor risk their lifes to live with me considering my special condittion. So, as I always use my imaginations I really imagined I was Anne since the beginning so that I could feel how she felt.WHen she was happy I was too, when she was strong I felt strength as well and in the last episode I cried. If I were Anne I would definately cry in gilbert's arms like how could you? How could you give up on that amazing life with a wealthy girl who sould garantee your dreams and plans? Am I that worthy to rist for? Do I deserve you? well, I couldn't believe it. Gilbert is centainly a part of the fictional fairy tale world. It's just childlish dreams and thoughts and such things in real life?! NEVER EXIST. Why do writers and film makers always have a habit of exagerating fictional feelings to raise up our expectations and let us down? It makes me more sad than happy, the fact that I'll never get to feel true affections.